It's 2 am I can't sleep. I am terrified.
The dreams keep swirling around my head.
Will I? Won't I?
Is my doctor paying attention to me?
How much longer will this take?
Will I feel again?
What if I ran away? Is it possible to start over?
Will I find meaning?
Why me?
... Moments of weakness creeping up on me. So lonely and yet I put on a good show.
I am looking for something to cling to. I am holding my heart, but it keeps slipping away.
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